what a week

Well, a lot can happen in a week can't it?!

I've had to cancel our trip to London due to finances - earning Malaysian ringgit stiffles travel quite well! But, we can now afford to go to NZ and have a GOOD time. We're gonna stay one month, and it will be during summer!! woo hoo!
Unfortunately, this means I won't be Hamish's best man at his wedding. I am gutted to say the least about this, but there is no-one to blame but myself. If I had earned more money, or just stayed in NZ, then we'd be able to go... I know Hamish understands, but I feel like I've let my best mate down. So now I don't know whether to laugh or cry! I've made the right decision financially, but it still sucks!